tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85085752011-04-21T21:31:19.980-07:00山下 Yamashita愛恵 Itoehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13528720338553912137noreply@blogger.comBlogger51100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8508575.post-1096727349552908892004-09-28T06:57:00.004-07:002004-10-02T07:29:09.553-07:00<em><strong>today got Higher chinese exams sia...</strong></em> <br /> <br />woke up at 3.30am to study... <br />revise all the ci yu again and again... <br />read thru the compo book...just in case.. <br /> <br />arranged to meet with kim to go AMK sec together.. <br />but she missed e bus i was on.... <br />was pretty calm on the way there...emotionless actually... <br />time flew past so quickly and before i knew it im in the classroom taking my first paper... <br /> <br />used some SS info for the compo...and on the whole e paper was ok... <br />ppl said it was pretty difficult..but i was calm...for once... <br />Prayed b4 the paper...felt a sense of serenity and peace... <br />maybe tat helped me not to freak out... <br /> <br />i think the day went smoothly....finished my paper..went home... <br />went to Popular with my dad to get some more assessments and study guides... <br />met Canice there...with Her dad:P <br />long time no see.... <br /> got a cup of raspberry ice-cream...my dad had corn:P <br />went home and slept until now...i woke up,watch tv...and Eat! yeh~ <br /> <br />feeling quite happy now...but going to revise for next weeks EOY liao... <br />good luck and all e best to everyone... <br /> <br />~<span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;">May the force be with you all~</span> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8508575-109672734955290889?l=valley-of-peace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>山下 Yamashita愛恵 Itoehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13528720338553912137noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8508575.post-1096634598841143722004-09-28T06:57:00.003-07:002004-10-01T05:43:18.843-07:00<strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;">Thank God!</span></strong> <br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;"></span></strong> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">seriously have to thank God!</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">i forgot to bring soo many things to school </span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">yet nth serious happened to me...</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">though its wrong, but still havta thank the BiG gUy!*winks*</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">hmm...today was pretty fun...</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">got quite alot of interesting things happening...</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Mrs Chan reminded all of us of the procedures for our exams...</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">though some of them were funny...</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">they were all pretty true..heez...tis is how stupid we can all be sometimes:P</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">today was enjoyable..quite happy..but was panicking a bit abt chinese exam today...</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">i went home..bathe...took 119 back to compass to meet simin and kim..</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">BUT!!!!</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">kim was MIA with her dear..and my wife(simin) was at home...</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">so i couldnt take notes..sighz~~</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">BUT!!!(again):P</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">i went to CP..saw a few probates..ask them why nv go home..</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">(ironic qns coz i was also there)</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">then i went to a corner in e library and studied...</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">thank God AGAIN! coz i could focus...</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">and the words were in my head..</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;">though i wonder if i can do the same for tomolo...</span> <br /> <br />must have faith! <br />jUST havta pray* <br />anywayz...ill do my best! <br />and pray lots:P <br /> <br />all e best to everyone doin their exams now... <br />trust in the Lord and he will guide us all thru tis... <br />its stressing but we can find comfort and solace in the Lord.. <br />God bless! <br /> <br />signing off with love.... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8508575-109663459884114372?l=valley-of-peace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>山下 Yamashita愛恵 Itoehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13528720338553912137noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8508575.post-1096555614167607172004-09-28T06:57:00.002-07:002004-09-30T07:46:54.166-07:00<span style="color:#ff6666;">one more day...</span> <br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">one more day to my higher chinese exam...</span> <br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">cant seem to get anything in my head...</span> <br /><span style="color:#ff6666;">panick...</span> <br /> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">today mr teoh did something nice for us(3I)</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">he prayed for us...he invited the holy spirit into our lives...</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">though ppl might be skeptical about wad he did...</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">or even doubt his sanity..</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">i think it was a beautiful thing that he has done..</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">he reminded us that when we are helpless...</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">and we have no where to turn to...</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">we must turn to God for help...</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">he played a quiet song and asked us to hold hands, relax and close our eyes...</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">he asked God to help us thru tis period of exams and stressed..</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">though we couldnt realli hear wad his prayer was...</span> <br /><span style="color:#66ff99;">that short session did have impact on some of us..</span> <br /> <br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">some of us were reminded of sad things and tears rolled down our cheeks...</span> <br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">some felt immense relief and felt that their burdens were taken away...</span> <br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">some felt choking feelings and cried...</span> <br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">i thought that tis session was a beautiful thing..</span> <br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">the most beautiful thing that a teacher can do for his students...</span> <br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">he did not tell us to study harder and die die get gd results...</span> <br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">but he reminded us that we have to rely on the big guy up there too...</span> <br /> <br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">as for me...</span> <br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">tears started flowing as the second song began...</span> <br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span> <br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">~as the dear panteth for the water~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">~so my soul longs after you~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">~you alone are my heart's desire and i long to worship you~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">~you alone are my strength my shield~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">~to you alone may my spirit yield~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;">~you alone are my hearts desire and i long to worship you~</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffff33;">it reminded me of how i want to start to desire and thirst for God...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffff33;">and to seek him daily with passion...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffff33;">longing to worship him</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffff33;">he is where i draw my strength and he protects me...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ffff33;">and i want him to be part of my life everyday..</span></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">through hectic schedules, i think we all forget sometimes tat the God who gave us life</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">who love and created us so uniquely..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">is waiting..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">knocking on the doors to our hearts...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">patiently waiting for us to give up a portion of our time for him...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">sometimes even giving up one day to go to church seems hard doesnt it...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">but doesnt the ALMIGHTY GOD of heaven and earth..our father..deserves a fraction of our time??</span></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ff33;">tis does make me ponder over stuff....things that use to be importent doesnt seem very importent now...trials that we face dont seem to be so difficult with His help...:)</span></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff0000;">i pray that the Lord will continue to bless my class...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff0000;">and show them his glory and love thru us...that these lost souls would one day be saved..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff0000;">pray that God give them curiousity to find out more...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff0000;">and pray to God that we will learn to love, care and support each other thru tis period of stress and anxiety...pray for those under spiritual attack also...pray that they will be released from satan's trap...and shine for God once more..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff0000;">haha..getting a little too wordy...but thot tat i had to write it down somewhere...</span></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:130%;color:#33cc00;">~drifting back into the quiet and serenity in the lab....~</span></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8508575-109655561416760717?l=valley-of-peace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>山下 Yamashita愛恵 Itoehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13528720338553912137noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8508575.post-1096464273416205802004-09-28T06:57:00.001-07:002004-09-29T06:24:33.416-07:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">today a bit psycho ar...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">weird day...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">got e councilor of the term award...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">hmm...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">happy but disturbing...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">i think tat jo-ann shld have it lor...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">no coz im humble or wad la...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">but i think she truely deserves it...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">i dont think tat im realli up to e standard...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">but i think jo-ann realli rock...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">she is humble, understanding,motherly,unselfish,caring and tolerant...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">hiaz...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">everything im not:)</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ff33;">hmmz....</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">chinese exam in another 2 more days *PANIC*</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">argh...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">must realli pass with flying colours or i wont forgive myself...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">so many things to study yet so little time...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">feeling stressed so must update bloggie:P</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">...hehez...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">feel like im going to fight a battle liddat...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">i think i must do some self reflection liaoz...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">i dont think i hav been doin things right lor...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">must hav more self control...</span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#00cccc;">I LOVE MY MENTEES!!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#00cccc;">they are uite conscientious i must say...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#00cccc;">very independent oso...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#00cccc;">can trust them la..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#00cccc;">hope tat im a gd mentor</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#00cccc;">shall stop here...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#00cccc;">must study...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="color:#00cccc;">if </span><span style="color:#00cccc;">other ppl can do it,</span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#00cccc;">so can i!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:180%;color:#ffcc00;"><em>i can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me!</em></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8508575-109646427341620580?l=valley-of-peace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>山下 Yamashita愛恵 Itoehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13528720338553912137noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8508575.post-1096380432015218562004-09-28T06:57:00.000-07:002004-09-28T07:07:12.016-07:00~lalalalala~ <br /> <br />welcome into my lala land... <br />i know i shld't be here now... <br />but i needed some relief... <br /> <br />having a headache...*panadol plz* <br />hiaz...thinking abt stuff...(working all e brain cells) <br />panicking abt exams....hiaz...realised my folly but its too late now...i think:P <br />have been quite heavy hearted these few days i guess.. <br />the passion and enthusiasm isnt there anymore... <br /> <br />will hav to update tomlo i guess..no inspiration now... <br />sianz...but one point to note... <br />~LoVe dOeS HuRt u nOe~*winkS* <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8508575-109638043201521856?l=valley-of-peace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>山下 Yamashita愛恵 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